Loneliness amongst crowds of friends I love,
Coldness as loves embrace envelopes me.
Everything and nothing I’m patient of,
Perfected happiness is all you see.
Each step I will myself to take, Ahead
Into the blackness of my minds embrace,
Brings me further into my bleakest dread.
Back to the solitude of my black fate.
With sharpened blades I dream the final breath,
Outrun the inner torment all around.
But alone I do not walk through this life,
Though a solitary torment surrounds.
Forsaken and forlorn inside my head
Don’t look to close or you might glimpse my dread.